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Way Too Many Mistakes

by Joey Cobra

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1.
Rube 02:09
Well I'm going down I'm going way down before you I never stood a chance But if you'd ask me, I'd say "Life's a fucked up series of events" A Rube Goldberg Machine Who's soul purpose is bringing me down But complexity disguises the plot It won't ever stop The current task at hand Is keeping the ball rolling Not skipping a beat But if I know Rube, I won't land on my feet Face down in a grave That's where I'll end up Prepare myself now for future events And hope I don't get stuck
2.
Between the drugs and the booze And this concept that I have nothing to lose A part of me grows old and gray While my pain slowly slips away My body in silent decay This punishment for one more day Addictive personality There's nothing wrong from what I see Until a few years down the line It's death or major surgery But I can't keep these fears at bay While my pain slowly slips away There is no preparation here For when I know the end is near
3.
Voice 17 03:14
I never meant let it go they said I'd be stronger, alone but left to bad advice, and no insight it seems that I have lost my home I'm never suffering again I've got these invisible friends I picked a spot out by the tracks that's where my time I'll spend you've never been there before because solitude has existed since I first began and my heads not broke its not my fault there's more than one voice in my head I chased all my friends away and I'm lying in my waste and I drank away the days strangers now avoid my face I thought I heard the voice of god he was calling out my name but it was voice number 8 the pathetic one, he was crying out in pain I never meant to be alone and I'm not stronger, though I've grown but left to bad advice, and no insides it seems that I'm still growing cold yet I'm suffering again I've got these invisible friends I got my spot to lay my head it's underneath the riverbed you've never seen me before but my solitude was my demise before I began and my head's not broke but I can say there is no blood left on my hands I chased all my friends away now I'm lying in my waste and I drank away the pain strangers now avoid my face and I thought I heard the voice of god he was crying out my name but it was voice seventeen the angelic one, she lets me know when I'm in pain when I'm insane but if it's voice seventeen, I'm insane
4.
Sunlight 01:44
The Sun is making it hard to be depressed right now I'm surprised that I'm this sober after drinking all day long And my friends are making it hard to stay obsessed right now with all the shit that's happened, and everything that I've done wrong And if you could see the way that the sun was bouncing off the trees or the way that my heart died when I told you to leave The sun will be here in the end, after I'm gone and can't pretend That I've never longed to feel it's fucking heat The stars are making it hard to feel so dead right now I'm not surprised those fucking lights have got me feeling so alive And my friends are making it hard to stay sober right now We admit that we're all fuck ups and all we know is just a lie And if you could see the way that the stars are bouncing off the waves or the way my black heart died when I turned you away today The stars will be here in the end All this booze makes me pretend that I've always longed to feel this summer heat
5.
The Road 02:09
It's a long long road ahead but now I feel invincible Invincible with the dark clouds overhead We've all spent our time in the trenches Now is the time that we rise from the ashes again And if you could sing along, I'd be glad to lend a hand Our hearts will grow strong when we start this chant If you could walk on through, there's nothing we can't do Our hearts will stay true, I would do anything for you Just like that tomorrow will come My hat will be hung Then I will see those eyes and realize I'm not done Together we will overcome the things that we must We will triumph over hard times all as one
6.
With the sunrise on my face I think of you All the mistakes I made All the regrets I can't shake (And how it all comes back to you) I've been so long afraid of heights I couldn't live my life Will this be my demise (As if this life were mine to lose) But suddenly, I came to be the man I am If almost by accident I could not be farther from a decent one Or deserving of love These are my hopes, these are my dreams These are my greatest fears that I set free If I died today I'll know that I had so much more to show To show for myself, to show to the world And what's left of my soul, I buried with that girl but that can't be helped today I hope when you say a prayer it does not fall on deaf ears I stopped praying long ago when I thought I lost all fear If I see you all again, it's been hard over these years Don't shed a tear These mistakes have got me here But it's fucking hilarious how I've longed for my whole life Now it's come down to this, to melodically shed light But it's about circumstance and perspective I don't have It's all been lost to chance No I don't want my pride back You know, honestly, I can't say I'm a man Cause a man wouldn't daydream as much as I have But I'll take my chances I fucked up a thousand times, and gave up on life I told way too many lies But it's me I hate The regrets that I despise are left in my Wake They keep burning in my eyes Will this final note be more than I can take All I can see is way too many mistakes

about

Way Too Many Mistakes was written between 2009-2013 and marks a time in my life when I needed to, I guess, write a few songs about it. So much time has passed since the writing of these, that they are not very relevant to my life right now. I have since gotten married, moved, and am expecting my first child. Still, I needed to release these songs to represent a closing of one chapter in my life, and the opening of the next. It is now a time capsule, and I'm opening it nearly a decade later.

Demoing for the ep started in January 2013, and recording ended in May of 2018. A majority of the recording was done between 2013-2014. The songs carry the influence of pop, indy, and punk rock that I have picked up over the years.

Joel Murray recorded drums in LA, tracked to terrible acoustic demos that I had sent him. I then met up with Chris Bell and recorded bass, guitar, and vocals in Frewsburg, NY. Then re-recorded guitars (Warren, PA), then re-re-recorded guitars (Jamestown, NY). I would like to personally thank him for his patience with my completely unnecessary perfectionism on a project that almost never saw the light of day due to my own insecurities and lack of vision. Every time he would send me a mix, I would end up creating more work for him and myself. I know by the end of it, we were pretty fatigued with every one of these songs. They sat on the shelf for a while, and I’m sure there was a time when we both forgot they even existed. Still, I am absolutely proud of what we created. Really, my only goal was to hopefully put it out, and do justice to the songs. I don’t expect anyone to listen to it, nor do I care if anyone likes it. This ep was for me, and I’m happy it’s been released.

The songs themselves are about heartbreak, regret, depression, mental illness, insanity, insecurity, way too much self-reflection, self-medication, self-destruction, and friendship. Oh and also mistakes, so many fucking mistakes. Are they examples of great musicianship or songwriting? Nope. Could I have left this ep in the past, never finishing it and allowing it to be lost to time? Sure. But like I said, this was for me. This really was the closing of a chapter in so many ways, and I've got Chris and Joel to thank for helping me see it through.

Thank you for checking out this time capsule, chapter, window, & cautionary tale. Be kind to yourself, and be kind to others.

credits

released August 7, 2020

Recorded, produced, and mixed by Christopher Bell.
Drums by Joel Murray. Piano by Chris Bell. Additional vocals by Joel Murray. All songs written by Joey Cobra

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